"I wasn't going to. Ever. Because I'm--I'm Shadowcat and I don't want to stop being Shadowcat and that wouldn't be fair to a baby. And it sucks to be a mutant. But--but it's you. You and me. And I couldn't with anyone else and with you I couldn't not, but it won't happen anyway."
She's crying harder than she realizes, as her hands fist on his shirt and she won't let herself phase now, won't let go.
"This isn't fair. It isn't fair. We keep losing things and next I'll lose you again and this isn't fair."
The last is louder than it should be, and then she's pressing her face to his shirt and just crying and clinging and whispering through it don't leave me.
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Date: 2007-08-26 08:40 am (UTC)She's crying harder than she realizes, as her hands fist on his shirt and she won't let herself phase now, won't let go.
"This isn't fair. It isn't fair. We keep losing things and next I'll lose you again and this isn't fair."
The last is louder than it should be, and then she's pressing her face to his shirt and just crying and clinging and whispering through it don't leave me.